Such a hard time

So damn not easy. 

School, work, eat, sleep, date, project

And the cycle continues. 

But the things is, 24h is not enough!! 

Urhhghh. 

Working minimum 20 hours a week, and school being such a bitch and putting all the worst shits together in this term,

Seriously has taken a toll on me. 

Skipped school a few times (pray my attendance % is not below 60%) and worked my ass off on some days. 

If i dont reach my targeted savings this month im so screwed. 

9 hours of school + 6 different projects + global project from xxxxx Group + 20 work hours per week 

How to cope you tell me?? 

#LifeOfASingaporeanKid 

Still have to worry about uni/work placement. All the foreigners coming in to study/work like singapore's damn huge. 

Right. *adds on to list of stress*

And oh right. 

New director of the school just decided to add in new rules and enforce it like crazy. 

Demerit points? 

You can take all that and your bullshit and scram where you were before you come ruining the already-limited-freedom we have. 

Shatec Institute, not Raffles Institute.

去吃大便啦. 

*cranky mood due to no sleep at all*

On a completely unrelated note:

WHEE 

#A9COMEBACK

#WELCOMEDIAWOLF 

Nyeheheheheheheh

And so i bought a new journal for the new year!!! 

New year resolutions?

Hmm...

1) I want to get to know my boy even better as compared to now

2) Know myself better than he does (LOL)

3) Save money (T^T) until my bank show at least $7,500 at the end of the year. 

4) Spend ALL my sundays with my stupid boy 

5) Less fights pls

Yea pretty much it. 

Getting sick of all the fights where he's being such a jerk, and i got too pissed off. 

exams.

WELL FUCK.

WAD. DE. FUCK. 

That spoilt immature OLDER sister. 

Shouldnt she be more mature and sensible at the age of 26!? 

Still say want to get married. 

Cook already cannot clean up after herself. Floor so oily still can go shower put make up and go on date. 

The guy that marries her is bringing misfortune to himself siah. 

Dont even do laundry, mop the floor or wash her own dishes. 

All she know is cook, eat, and sleep. 

Im not gonna fucking clean up after her. No way man. 

Waiting

Pretty much living a see-him-once-a-week now. 

Hiash.

When will the day where i can finally spend a good night with him come? 

Soon i hope. 

Whats so facinating about porn, really. 

Im your girlfriend ley. If you're in need just come to me la! 

You say i nv give you, you also nv give me. 

Day 3 - Day 7

Well, i got rid of the senior stalker i accidentally got in school. 

Bby got his guitar, and shopped a lot. 

But i miss him. A lot. 

Bby Linecalled me again last night. I really feel so lonely. 

He practiced guitar everynight and barely chatted with me. 

Today he even went out with his childhood friend. A. GIRL.

Noooooooooooooooo

Pretty girl somemore :( 

So scared. 

He still say he gonna meet her again. 

Hiash... 

But he says she knows he's mine. 

Hiash. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. 

But sometimes lack of physical contact will cause the feelings to disappear also. 

So worried. 

3 weeks is so long..

My sis say she saw bby in the train hugging another girl.

But im like. 

Impossiburu. He's in Japan! 

But still, its like a stab in my heart. 

I hope he still loves me.