20100422

Many things..

Life has changed drastically for me.

URGH..
ignore all the fine prints okay??
seriously, IGNORE THEM.

START OF FINE PRINT
i have been hearing about friendship problems all my life
but this is the first time im REALLY experiencing it.
its no headache.
its a matter of life and death.
ROFL.
okay no jokes.

she and M had been in a relationship once..
and been in a awkward post breakup period for dunno how long.
then now suddenly so close again..

im not the only one that doesnt like it.
jeff doesnt like that either.
but what can i do?
i cannot tell her to stop being with him all the time.
actually is him + a tallfreak.

sometimes i feel so left out around them.
when im with her,
they will walk past and say hi.
but to her and not to me.

that means that im a piece of fucking glass.

it all made sense.
2 gals walking,
1 is a really cute and one-of -a-kind gal
while another is just some average, ugly gal

who will guys say hi to?
this isnt that much of a problem.

i dont know if im the one changing or her.
maybe it is bacause we are in different class now..

but my feelings for my best fren nv changes.
everything is for her.
sometimes i dunno if all my efforts for keeping this relationship is going down the drain,
but i hope that she knows that im always there for her,
no matter what.

i dun care if Singapore got tsunami *touch wood*
or got earthquake,
but if she wants me there,
i will be.

im just a stupid phone call away.
but why doesnt she realise that?

ive been trying to get myself to think
that it doesnt matter
that she dun wan to put all her feelings in 1 person.

i understand that M is her guy best fren and TF is her bro.
but sometimes i wishes that she remember me too.
even if she does,
i dont feel it.

but i gotta trust her.
if not, what for do i have frens?
TRUST.

haiya.. if you are reading this, i said IGNORE RIGHT!?

hell yea these days are HELL.

and jeff, spare me the grief and pain.
dont push yourself too hard.
dont let THAT affect our 6 years of friendship.
you are strong.
_________________
END OF FINE PRINT.


another fine print:

简单爱:

说不上为什么 我变得很主动
若爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣佈 对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风 在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手 一阵莫名感动
我想带你 回我的外婆家
一起看着日落 一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我 想带你骑单车
我 想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧 唱着歌 一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你 靠着我的肩膀
你 在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我

想 简!简!单!单! 爱...
想 简!简!单!单! 爱...

brandon and jianann are obsessed with this song-.-"
________________________
END OF FINE PRINT. AGAIN.



(:

thanks all for ignoring the fine prints.
just useless rants.

my saturdays got REAL interesting.
thanks to my blog.
(:

ROFL.
* info for someone, im not actually rolling on the floor laughing.
so dun need to waste your imagination :D *
btw, what is LYdd??

(: i just love msging. & ADAM LAMBERT is sooo HANDSOME!
(random much?)

lol i cant wait till sat to see my own reaction

URGH tmr got napfa...
sure die de.
sit and reach --> stretching
broadjump --> frogjump ( OMG ZJ JL!!)
shuttlerun --> ( OMG if i fail this ZLJL will kill me)

these are the MUST PASS de.


here is Gym Class Heroes 's Cookie Jar, mashed up with Linkin' Park's Faint!!

DAMN NICE!!
LOL!!

--[L]eying

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eenexx: yes, hello. cch, you are life. you suck.
sairin & guohong kor : HELLO, and THANKS!!
Isabel: OKAYS! i go relink now!

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