why is my life so miserable and pathetic?

i just called my brother an idiot.

and its 100% true.

and because my brother's an idiot,

my mum came rushing down and took the cane and hit me with it as hard as she can and for as long as her stamina can last her.

im okay about the pain,

as its an inevitable part of life.

however,

being discriminated by my parents and being scolded for being alive is not.

therefore,

if hopefully,

my life ends,

this will be the last post.

this is hopeless, and not to mention useless.

no matter how much i tell the world that my parents are assholes,

NO ONE CAN FUCKING CHANGE A THING.

so everyone,

meet the new me.

(or not. )

a zombie.

thanks you very much.

most probably i wont be blogging anymore.

unless i can find a SINGLE ray of sunlight.