5.

Its been 5 months already and i am still in love with T.

Even im surprised at myself. I didnt know that i could love someone so much and for so long. I definitely feel that my feelings will continue though. Just hope that he aint sick of me.

Some people around us knows about, well, US. But i guess we're just uncomfortable being open about it. I mean like. We rarely talk to each other in front of other people and such. But really, deep down i want people to know. I want them to know that he is mine.
(Possessive much, right?)

But hey, at least he intro-ed me to some of his friends.
Im acknowledged ^^

Sometimes i just wish that i can snuggle next to him on a bed and just sleep. Sleep till morning. But i think i'll get insomnia and stare at his face or smth.
Dont get me wrong. He's not prince charming. But he's just.... Mesmerising.

Those times where he will just be evil and do whatever he likes and those rare times where he is really gentle and stroke my hair and run his hands down my back and all. I like 'em all.

I can feel that this is really different from the previous ones. I love him.