T

It seems like i've stepped into a relationship yet again.
Yep. With T.

Its pretty exciting, as compared to my previous ones. I didnt like my exs as much as him though.

Its really a first for me.
Well, in this relationship, many things were a first for me. Im guessing no one will read this so its alright to say?

Haha i wont be completely spilling everything but oh wells, i need to spice this up a bit.

I've done many.... embarrassing things in this relationship that i really dont dare to talk about.
My cheeks will explode with blood, i swear.

Anyways, its been 4 months since it started and even im shocked at myself.
Normally my relationship will end around 3 months. But not this one.
I guess i really love T, huh ^^"

But. Being in a relationship with this guy is not all fireworks and sparkles, you know.
There are many occasions where my chest ached to the point when its really hard to breathe, and days when i made him angry.

And of all days, Valentines.

Biggest regret. EVER. In my life.
I still hate myself for it.

But no use crying over spilt milk. I will try my best to redeem myself!

Even with all the heartaches, i still want to stay by him. Regardless of whatsoever.
I am determined to make this last
＼(^o^)／

I really like to text him too. I can get to know him better, and also...
Heheh, i can say things that i want to say without being embarrassed in front of him.
But. It seems like he doesnt like to text. At least, doesnt like to text me?
I dunno. However it always seem to me that we dont talk much.

I dont think he's aware of it but i check my texts all the time. To see whether he replied or not. But most of the time, yea you guessed it. Nothing.

But there are times when he really paid attention to me and talked to me properly. Those are the rare, extremely happy times. Hiash. I guess i shouldnt be selfish and ask too much.

Hmm i realise i type too much in almost every post.
I'll end this of with a:

XIAXUE'S CHILD IS SO ADORABLE
(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))