I gotta hold it in.

Bby have recently started a series of event jobs that require his japanese language skill. 

Back to back jobs. 

I wont be able to see him at all until perhaps the 24th. 

We're speaking to each other lesser and lesser, and conversations are super brief. 

He said he'll treat me to a yakitori restaurant at bugis junction after all his jobs.

Of course im happy. But.. 

When can i see him again? 

I saw him for less than an hour today at AFA, since he had to follow his artiste around. 

About 5 mins each time i saw him? 

And it seriously made me miss him like hell. Even more than i did last night. 

Like 100 x more. 

Endure. 

ENDURE, LEVINA. 

Just a bit longer. 

And we can spend time together again. 

Just a bit longer. 

Till i can hug him again. 

Just a bit longer. 

Till he press his lips to mine.

I will endure. 

The pain of missing your beloved. 

The pain of not seeing him on your first annivesary with him. 

Alright im gonna stop before i cry.